There are going to be times when you must make a hard choice.
The hard choice is: do I believe what I think about God? or do I believe what God thinks about God? This is not easy.
Many times, as people when we do not understand the heart of God we put God in a box and try to pigeonhole Him.
There are always going to be times when you do not understand God and those times usually come when you are experiencing great difficulty or a period of great loss
It is before these moments in which your emotional, mental, spiritual, and even physical state are compromised that you must decide. What is this decision?
You must make the decision that no matter what life feels like or what you are experiencing you are committed to understanding the heart of God.
What can it mean to understand the heart of God? How can I understand the heart of God if I don't see him? Where can I look to understand the heart of God?
Two of the best places to understand the heart of God are: God's servants and God's word.
Romans 9 is one of those chapters that is challenging to comprehend but I believe if we work together with the Holy Spirit we can see the heart of God personified.
